Criticism

Car Thick

2009-11-23T20:24:00.006+08:00

Ah, another update. The only reason is....cause it's a brother's birthday, Kartik. thus, the title for those a lil on the slow side. ;)

HAPPY B'day!!! atototototototo
I'm gonna take this chance to thank you for always being there for us, though we're always teasing you about something or another. Trust me, when ur not there, those 2 tend to bully me more. And the only reason we call you "Giri" is because is sounds fun when u say it repeatedly really quick (you just tried it didnt you)

Look at the logo on his shirt.

I've heard about your latest Jactivities, and what more can I say but I TOLD YOU SO. Anyway, i still think someone with a mini bar is way cooler. And another thing, listen to Pj. He's less fun, but most of the time closer to the reality of things.

Enjoy your 18th man, you don't have to fake anymore ID's. I would say, good luck with the ladies, but you being you wouldn't need the luck.

He's always only liked the Desi type.

Sakit Hati Aku

2009-11-21T21:43:00.004+08:00

SOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, i don't usually update so soon, but this time, like the post title..........SAKIT HATI AKU!!! and I really need to vent.

See, I lost my wallet. With my IC, ATM Cards, and "ahem". It had like 20 bucks inside, thank God. But the wallet its like 2 months old, and it was the most expensive thing a friend has ever given me. And it was so pretty. I lost it on the bus, pick pocket. First thing that I did when I realised it was lost...was call syg. Mostly out of guilt, cause she got it for me. She didn't sound too happy.

I was wrong, talking about it didn't make me feel any better about loosing it.

Lets talk about something else. hmmm............

thinking...

thinking...

ahhh........I've got one.

Well, this happenned somewhere earlier this year, back when I was still in college. I had this appointment with some manager to check out this gym in Taman Jaya. and I was told I could bring a friend, so obviously I got Pj.

We were in KL central, just walking out of McD, towards the LRT....when suddenly someone, held my arm. I turned around to see who it was, it was this girl, in her 20's, about 5'8, slender, skin the colour of latte, with a black tank top and fitting denims. I shot a look at Pj, he looked at me wide eyed, his eyes saying, Major Score. So there i was, 2 seconds in heaven, thinking she was gonna hit on me....when she gave me a cheeky smile and mutterred.....

Hot Girl: chip
Cj: huh?
Hot Girl: chip... Your chip!!
Cj: What??
Hot Girl:Your Chip!!
Pj: your zip! your zip!
Cj: Oh Shit!!

Then i realised, she had a lisp, so everytime she wanted to say zip, it sounded like chip. So there I was, super malu-fied...and I pulled up my zip. And she had her bunch of friends behind her, giggling at the drama that just happened. I turned around and walked away fast, I couldn't even bring myself to thank her from saving me from further humilation

Well, since then i've TRIED to be more careful about my fly, checking it every few minutes just to make sure. And actually, thank the Lord i use an apron on the job, it avoids further humilation.

Speaking of humiliating moments, this is how the bear spells Motivational. lol

Caught in My Bubble

2009-11-17T14:16:00.005+08:00

(thats a real rifle she's holding, it belongs to her mom!)

CONGRATULATIONS CJ! You've done it again!
pro·cras·ti·nate (pr-krst-nt, pr-)

v.
pro·cras·ti·nat·ed, pro·cras·ti·nat·ing, pro·cras·ti·nates

v.intr.

To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness.

v.tr.

To postpone or delay needlessly.

Honestly I really can sound busy, from the frequency of my blog updates. When I'm not. So the very unanswered questionssss....

-Hey cj, How are you doing?
-What you doing now cj?
-Where you heading next cj?

Well, I'm right here. Balik kampung aku. Malacca. Doing pretty much nothing. well almost. the guys are in scotts, having a blast. Syg is busy most of the time. Everyone else seems to be something or another. Actually,my only buddy here would be Shearl, who's really busy too. And before anyone takes to guessing, no I'M NOT DEPRESSED.

.After 18 months of living without a tv, I'm done watching Heroes, catching up on the Friends re-run (honestly, i think everyone feels the pain when Ross and Rachel get into a bump in their relationship) and me being me, I just have to watch Desperate Housewives.

And of course.....Medical based shows, that never ever get cliché

-House
-Royal Pains
-Greys Anatomy
-Scrubs
-ER

ER would be the most realistic of them all, and of course the least fun. Sad eh?

Some of you guys would know this already, and it's a little to late to mention it here, especially since I just sent in my letter of resignation yesterday, I have a Job, and yes I'm quitting soon. I've been working for 3 months now, a barista in Coffee Bean. I've always found the beverage industry pretty sexy, bartenders, a barista would do fine. Untill you realise, you gotta wear an apron on the job. Making espresso is not as laid back as it sounds, but boy is it fun. My manager seems to be on a constant pms, and the fire died when I walked in on her (no details).

The other baristas....are.....ummm....make it short, gay. Which I'm totally cool with, so there's no testosterone tension around when an attractive customer walks in. Now thats laid back. Don't call me judgmental, I'm not assuming they're gay. I did have a hunch when i saw em putting on lip gloss before their shift, but I didnt say anything. (cause i have a very straight friend who does the same) (snail i hope ur reading this) The other barista is ridiculously handsome,and one day he introduced me to his boyfriend. AND THAT WAS HOW I KNEW HE WAS GAY. And this just proves Ray right.... "the best of em are always Gay"

And I enjoy working around this guys....they are so much nicer, soft spoken, considerate. Just like women minus the occasional bitch-fit.

Anyhoo, this post answers all but the last query, only because I myself have no idea what is is. And I'm dreading it.

Oh yes, I'm absolutely in love, with Coldplay. IF you take me to watch them live, IF you hand me Margaret, IF you give me an Absolute shot, then I MAY fall madly in love with you.

Check out this picture, a hotel painted that image on their smoking lounge ceiling, to make a statement. lol.

Sha sha sha…..blablabla

2009-10-23T00:15:00.001+08:00

I think you look really grumpy in the picture. It looks like ur talking on the flower stem instead of a phone.

Anyway, I have no idea what time it is in Bristol but you just turned legal here. so, Happy Birthday Li Sha !!

Ish! time flies, it was like yesterday when I met you, the pompous girl at Crab Island. I still have no idea how we clicked, you being one of the first I met. And REALLY honestly, you are still too weird for me to understand.

My font here is green, cause I’m so jealous! You’re in Bristol! Everytime I read your blog, I go through 5 minutes of severe depression. And you just know how to rub it in with the beautiful scenery shots. Argh!! But I’m still happy for you, though I still can’t imagine you getting a job there. Unless, like you said, a librarian.

Anyway, I still owe you a reply letter, and we consider this post one k :) ? So you owe me one now (i cant believe we kept the letters going for more then a year now)

Wish you all the best in everything, law, publishing, Ed boy, cooking and being incredibly stuck up :)
(btw, have you called PJ to apologise yet, he’s expecting it now you know, heh..)

Lots of love, xoxo

Eve

2009-10-15T00:21:00.002+08:00

The simple irony.

What the fudge?

2009-10-14T00:34:00.005+08:00

Right now, I do feel a little gay. Cause I'm posting this, thinking about Timo. He turns 19 today, the oldest in the brotherhood. So here's to you bro! Regretfully, i can't join u guys right now. I bet u guys just came back from BF Cafe, with Tim's good friend, Mr. Walker.

Timo, the oldest of us 4, has been playing the role of the big bro and thus the nickname Mamma. he's been in Brickfields since forever, so he shows us the nooks and the hooks. Always there being a......errr......teddy (in shearl's words) he's there wen ur down, ready to drop some advice, and of course insult.

Timo's definitely an anomaly when it comes to being a pastor's kid (in the best way possible, i mean that) with his dubious activities. hmmm.. actually the title of this post was a song we wrote for tim, with all his "projects". No details required.

At first appearance, Timo probably scares the shit out of most people (tribute to his eyebrow piercing) but this guy has his spots. it's so funny the way he gets insecure wen Pj got a man crush on Timo's brother.(I'm so dead for posting that) Or when Adam gives him a tongue lashing on F******, hehe,

Anyway timo, ur a blog stalker, I know u'd eventually read this. And then deny it. So Happy Birthday to the Fat Homo Timo!!

Love you to bits man, and even a bottle of Absolute Vodka Citrus Flavour can't do justice for the hit u took for us.

I Got A Feeling

2009-10-07T21:34:00.005+08:00

So, when is comes to procrastinating, I come close to taking the top stops. I was suppose to update a loong time ago. But I'm here now. :)

From my title, i guess you could tell what this is gonna be about.

Yes, I was at Arthur's Day.

Actually it's not that big a deal, saying that i was one of 15000 there. But for me, hehe, I was like a kid in a toy shop. Syg got me tickets for my birthday, it was suppose to be a surprise, but because of some glitches, it got exposed.

We reached there a little late, as usual, and we were stuck behind the crowd. A million miles away from the stage, we had to see through a screen, so we did the most logical thing at that point

-we squeezed and pushed
- and squeezed somemore

till we were 10 feet away from the dutchess herself. And no, I wasnt staring at her fake plastic ahem. Will.I.Am was always my favourite.

It was really nice when Will.I.Am whipped out his turntable, and turned the place to a club for the thousands. He did a Micheal Jackson tribute, which was awesome. Just before the concert, I was telling syg how I wanted to be at the Arthur's celebration in New York, cause Estelle was performing there.(she has a really smooth jazz voice) And guess what? Will.I.Am played Estelle's American Boy. So Fun. Like. Really.

A regret would be that, syg and I won tickets to meet and greet the BEP. (really, no kidding) But we couldn't collect our tickets, which had to be done a week before hand.

They even had the Boom Boom Pow dancers come (for those who've seen the MV, you'd know what I mean) And I just realised the Boom Boom Pow dancers were girls! Tall skinny girls. That explains why they don't have a crotch bulge when they wear those body tight outfits.

After the concert, there was a Huge display of fireworks, it was really sexy. Then we saw Ray's friend's outside. Oooo, Ray baked me cranberry cookies cause I liked The Cranberries so much. But she finished it before handing em to me. hahaha. little devil. Oh well, it's the thought that counts right?

Then we went back to the room, and the brotherhood was there, thew had this surprise birthday celebration for me there. They collabrated with syg, so that they know the exact time I'd reach the room. By the time we were done celebrating, the sun was rising, and Marlaw had to send Ray home, and he didnt have a 0.37 breath test level ;) . But Ray reached home in 1 piece. 1 little piece.

Honestly, though I absolutely adore Jason Mraz, BEP really did do a better performance( and sold their tickets for less). I guess the BEP were right when they named their album E.N.D. cause really the Energy Never Dies when it comes to their live.

I'll update soon okay? Really.

To Arthur!

Choose

2009-09-19T10:09:00.001+08:00

Can’t you see?

you need to compromise too

because this isn’t about you.

Don’t get too caught up, you’ll loose what you already have.
Make the right decisions.

When you learn I’ll be better.

Another year you provided for me

2009-09-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Dad. Thank you for giving so much. Though I’ve grown up to be very different from your expectations, you still are here for me.

Even when I was wrong, you stood up for me.

You’ve given up lots of your dreams for Chris and I. Someday we’ll complete them for you. I promise.

It’s the second time this year I’ve seen someone I love so much cry on their birthday.

Spider webs and I’m caught in the middle

2009-09-11T20:07:00.001+08:00

Hey hey…I know I’m way overdue… but I’ve been a lazy bum. I’m gonna try to be more committed from now on. And my title, It’s cause someone said my bloggie is so out that it has spider webs.

Well, my last update has been like forever. My life back in Malacca has had it’s ups and downs and downs. :) Hey that picture I have up there, I just noticed you could see Alithea in the distance, and then i laughed. Cause I had a flash back of what happenned at one of the sleep overs. I’m such a meanie.

I’m glad Tim and Adam came down to Malacca for the holidays. They had fun, so when are you gonna come? Jeremiah’s Inn does food and lodging for free. :)

Datin Nadarajah has a freaking fb account. I’m gonna skip adding her, she still has the power to make me shiver.

I miss KL so so much. I miss the noisy streets, the population trouble, the traffic jams, the rude people and mostly my friends. Though many of em have taken their next steps.

I’m glad i did get to go up to KL a couple of times though, and I got to see Caryn all of those times. She’s been an inspiration as usual.

Well, where am I heading next………. what am i doing now. I’ll update you peeps next time.

Antiseptic

2009-07-27T23:14:00.001+08:00

Are the curtains about to close??

You tell me.

Because I’m on the edge now.

Clueless

2009-07-27T03:09:00.003+08:00

why do we keep doing this? I'm tired.....I thought you said no more games. What am I doing wrong dear God? Was this even meant to be..........

Argh.

Please stop, I beg you?
I've changed,will you?

2009-07-13T01:57:00.002+08:00

...i wanna go home

tick tock...

2009-06-18T10:16:00.001+08:00

5 hours to go.... don't die

That hottie from Tennessee..

2009-06-17T14:53:00.000+08:00

24 hours left. 24 freaking hours and 2 papers....

Bear.

I have a secret. The bear has a secret. We both share a secret, and I no longer am shy about it.

We are both big fans of...

Somebody please take me to the movie?

9 days to go...

2009-06-09T17:21:00.000+08:00

Yeap just those many days.......and I'm free!!! Think of it.
-no more trigo
-no more aromatic organic chemistry...ewww
-no more learning about plants having sex (hehe,in simple terms)

You took a chance and made up a plan,

Didn't you think it will all someday come crashing down?
You don't have to say what you did, I already know
You must have got me confused for some other guy

You should've picked honesty

Your bridges are burnt, cry me a river.

Snowball effect...

2009-06-04T16:27:00.000+08:00

See, the snowball effect. It's when nasty things accumulate, then BANG! it breaks open. Sometimes the products are just fine, but mostly it's filled with regrets.

I was right there all along, and you didn't do anything about it. You waited for the right time, it's never the right time. And now just look where we are, pulling out.

In a few hours today is but another yesterday, so make the best of it -John Lennon

Smile that it happenned...

2009-06-02T14:28:00.000+08:00

!!!!!!!!!!! In the middle of my exams, and today I've got my breathing space. C3, i HATE YOU..... C4, please stay away... Argh. I was fortunate enough to bump into Elaine today, she's still teaching English, and still as cute as ever. I know it's been more then a month since I've updated this thing... well I'll update more often in the future, guess when I move back to good OLD Malacca,

Speaking of which, when I was having lunch with Elaine today, she needed help to move her car out as it was blocking another motorist, she handed me the keys, and I had to look down and say I've got no licence.....maybe i said it a little too loud, cause the shop keeper heard, and was like "WHAT?? YOU DON'T HAVE A LICENSE?" Seriously people, it isn't a national crime, ish....it's not easy getting a license when you live in 2 different states a week.

Ah...all this is coming to an end, living on my own,.... I'm gonna miss Giri timo pj. The pain the the ass that screw things up for me, but fix up everything else.

I woke up this morning, today will be the day I'll talk to you. Not to force your honesty on me, but to place mine on you. It's not in your nature to be straight up and honest, and I can live with that. You don't need to live in this lies, we don't need it. Maybe it really is too late like you said. I don't want in on this anymore. There's so much more that life has in store for us, and maybe "us" is holding it back. Let go, lets take that breath of fresh air alone, maybe it's better then being in that beautifully scented room together. Your actions, they speak volumes.

When we say we love life, lets start appreciating it. :)

Roland- Touch the Music :)

2009-04-27T17:03:00.000+08:00

Well the weekend was..... different, hectic, emotional, a blessing. This weekend was far different from the rest, I spent in in kl....and I went to .....work. And as the title suggest I worked for Roland. They were having a 2 day exhibition at KLCC, and needed some extra hands. I got the job thanks to Ai Ching and her super cool mom. I had the company of pj, shasha, sha, jee wen, joseph, mark. And some other sunway people.

When we were just setting up

Slash's Signature, 5 digit price tag.

Honestly, it was hardly work. Haha, I hope my boss doesnt read this. They encouraged us to test the instrumensts on our job, an my my wasnt there a lot of effect pedals to check out. TONS. Oh and Slash's Signature was on sale. (For those in the dark, Slash is the lead guitarist of Guns N Roses, the artist behind Sweet Child Of Mine)

If you owned just half of these... We got to mess around with this though!

Let me tell u about the job, we pretty much had to carry stuff, stock check, look good, assist the promoters. Which wasnt much work, but doing it for 12 hours can be taxing. Oh and we got a bonus, hehe. Love my supervisor.

I learned a lot working, met some great personalities, patched things up with an old one. It was great working around music, I got a chance to meet this International drummer, Suzuki MASAKing. awesome. We all had fun, came to college to day half asleep.

Late Reply, really late.

Drum Lessons By MASAKing

My regret would be missing the last CF dinner on friday night, I had to do OT. Heard it was great, but it was nice to bump into Kah Yun later, he gave me a nice pressie. Touched. :)

So, here's a proper post, I hope.

Cleaning Up, the hardest

Whoever said you're going to have to slog to earn 10 bucks an hour? ;)

Lets steal a piece of time

2009-04-20T10:13:00.000+08:00

Honestly, she's nuts. Honestly, she's a pain in the butt. Honestly, she leaves me dazed.
Logically, who decides to throw off all their clothes and take a dive in a pool late at night without thinking about it. Maybe, thats exactly why i need her, cause she's different.

I don't know where you're going.

2009-04-15T10:35:00.000+08:00

I felt for sure last night That once we said goodbye. I won't always love these selfish things.

It was my turn to decide. I knew this was our time. You'll sit alone forever. If you wait for the right time What are you hoping for? I'm here I'm now or never Don't give away I won't always love what I'll never have, I won't always live in my regrets.

I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude, It's tearing me apart,
It's ruining everything.

So why were you holding his hand? Is that the way we stand? Were you lying all the time?
Was it just a game to you?

You've got me wrapped around your finger, Do you have to let it linger?
I thought nothing could go wrong, But I was wrong.

If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But it's cause you always really knew, I just wanted to be with you.

Listen to your heart, there's nothing else you can do.

Spells

2009-03-16T10:33:00.000+08:00

You're selfish, CJ.

I'm in no position to defend myself from those words used on me. Neither do I want to. Things seem more meaningful now, back to the things that really matter.

Frost, the Czech Artist

2009-02-28T11:14:00.000+08:00

I'm just a curbside prophet, with my hand in my pocket
And I'm waiting for my rocket to come,

I'm just a curbside prophet, with my hand in my pocket
And I'm waiting for my rocket to go,

I'm sure I can wait, I won't worry my life away, not me, not today

Let me enlighten you, the light in me has burned out

2009-02-25T09:49:00.000+08:00

I'm doing everything out of anger, I',m drowning in my own sea of loathe.

Leave me, watch yourselves.

Take me down to the paraidise city,
Where the grass is green, and the girls are pretty
Wont you take me home

My 4 companions

2009-02-23T14:10:00.000+08:00

Broken People. Disconnected lives. I've seen too much. I've had enough.

I'm joining you again, this time the harder the fall. I don't need you. But I may want you.

Heck, even angels fall.

Not really an update

2009-02-18T15:31:00.000+08:00

It's ironic, really. I wanted excitement, and I have it. And maybe it's too much for me to take. Past 2 weeks has been craaazy, and for me the year has just begun. (I just saw a hikki on Tim's neck, hehe)

MOS, eupohric as usual. Like it. Oh which reminds me, i finally let go of the mudskipper. Maybe I'll feel like I'm out of that puddle of mud. Maybe.

For now, let S, D and R rule the world.

Excitement- Come to me.

2009-01-28T11:09:00.000+08:00

Whats left of our Basketball court...

So, it's Wednesday already. I'll be leaving for Kl soon, I just can't wait to go to the pool. Not to swim though.. :) Past few days here, was a flash. Mainly cause I've been staying at home, doing nothing. Completed watching Heroes though. Which reminds me, I SAW THE SOLAR ECLIPSE. haha...sorry for the suckers who didn't. hehe. I did go to the beach last night with Nelson and blackie. Kinda scared everyone else cause I didnt attach her to a leach. Fun for me to see people running away. Yes I know, I'm mean. :)

Look more like a flag then a shirt, is anyone really that big?...Wait, Shasha.

Went out with Ash, Den, Tat and some others tagged along. Den was my driver this time, good soul. His hair is crazily curly now, afro dude.Tat has a goatee, but he still is the small boy he really is. Didn't really get to take a picture of Ash though, the guy still is very very homophobic. I hope next week in Kl would be interesting, wonder how biology is going to be like, I heard the classes are being combined, Gamma and Lambda.

Dennis, afro boy, driver.

Tat, south friend, son of Datuk Subramaniam,HR Minister.

Our Lecturer's way of keeping plants. It's obvious what he teaches, Chemistry.

Could you pwease get this for me??

Malacca, a place called home?

Breaking the Silence

2009-01-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hey hey people, Ive got my girlfwen back. Slowed down on the blogging cause she was in the hospital for 5 weeks, and cause of the exams. Honestly, i can't wait for this semester to really start. It's like closing your eyes, and opening it in half a year, and realising how much things have changed. With you, people.

My girlfwen :)

Zoo's 17th, finally

Aih, Ash just invited me to play for Metalfest Gig in Taylors. My first gig in kl, why am I not exited? Cause....it's on the 20th of Feb. Same day as OB. GREAT GREAT GREAT. I'm yet to tell him I can't.

Before it got chopped

After, cant believe we didnt have a picnic under that pretty tree. Ish

Something else that got chopped of during the holidays, my messy messy hair. Now it's neat and tidy.. sob.

It's the holidays now. And really, I dont know what to think. Should I go up to kl, should i stay here, where should i spend the next weekend? Oooh, Ash and I did go to MOS. Shasha,pj, den, brian came too. SO NICE, but i shall not blog about it. Wish I was a bouncer there. Or a DJ, better. I'm listening to telepopmusic now, courtesy of Shearl. Sounds awesome. Love it. Last december holidays, I went mall after mall. But towards the end quite a headache, hmmm..

Malls, trying to outdo each other.

A LITTLE curiousity of mine in the holidays.

Oh, last semester was awesome. FANTASTIC, MIND BLASTING. hehe. Glad I got to know more of you people so much better....

No matter how small you may seem next to me,

Or how timbo you may be,

Sorry I'm still a little euphoric (pun intended ;) , I'll blog "properly" some other time. Not like you guys care, I know. But you'll have this pictures to look to.

Tide and Time

2009-01-04T01:51:00.000+08:00

A lot has changed since I last blogged. For one, its less then a week to the exams!!
And beyond that, I've had time to be on my own. Where I can reflect on how the last year has been. The people that I've met in college that I'd never want to loose, ever. And the hurts I've had to go through, hurts that have made me stronger. Hurts that I'm just going to have to make the best of. Thank you for the prayers, even when I never wanted it.

And lets not forget those I met in my last year of secondary school. And to the one who unintentionally changed me, glad things worked out through our ups and downs, today I saw that. Some friendships are just worth keeping.

Ash is back in Kl, we're so going to MOS when exams are over.

Mute

2008-12-22T11:47:00.000+08:00

Unplayed pianos are often by a window
In a room where nobody loved goes
She sits alone with her silent song
Somebody bring her home

Unplayed piano, still holds a tune
Lock on the lid, In a stale, stale room
Maybe it's not that easy or maybe it's not that hard
Maybe they could release me let the people decide

I like my headphones, because my music sounds good on it. I like my phone, because it plays good music. I like iTunes, because it's so easy to manage my music on it. I like music, period. Today I was thinking, the last gig we played. More than a year ago. 1000 hyped people in the crowd. AH, the good days . I'm yet to go for a gig in kl. Pwease. Still like this video, though a little blurry. Kev,Kings, Pj(in his short hair), and I, Muse cover.

Give me the green lights

2008-12-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

I've not blogged in ages. My phone is sick, it's in the hospital now. Get well soon, I need to take pictures. :(

So I dont have the pictures I took. Great. And It's not that events have not been happening since, A machine stole 600 bucks from me, I met new people, I've been going out, Tried new stuff bla bla bla...

I'm in no mood to blog. I look like a zombie now. "No more modelling for you", says Vanessa. A very unshaven zombie. Thank you A Levels. Oh, something ironic, Regina taught me the Calvin's Cycle yesterday. I find it funny. A good soul, she is, gave me my b'day present too. =) I need a pocket full of sunshine. Thank goodness, it's Christmas. I heard you are coming, I hope it's true.

I miss the sound of your voice,
The loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said

Droplets

2008-12-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

Ok last time I blogged was forever. I’m back in Malacca, it’s the semester holidays. Things that happened since last post, CF BBQ, turned out good! 90 people came, I’m glad. David made this really awesome clip. I think he took a million hours on it. So much food, until people had to take back home….. Beyond the joy of BBQ, reality check, it was also Regina’s farewell. Seriously, why’d you have to be so old?

After BBQ was sleepover. I watched “Over Her Dead Body”, storyline kinda sucks. Haha. Oh and it was so cold, I slept under that huge table in the Student Services Unit. A couple of months ago, at a sleepover, Chip shared his sleeping bag with me, so I wouldn’t have to sleep on the cold hard floor, this time I shared my pillow. (Oh btw, Chip, sometimes, I drool on my pillow)

The Scott Villans also went out for dinner, but some of us couldn’t make it. And International Night was good too. Adam sang Vindicated, acoustic. Pj and I played for Sheng, he sang a Chinese song, its called Prayer. Yes, Cj played a Chinese song. =)

Seriously dude..whats up?

Sheng on the left. Us playing on International Night.

These needles just add to the scare!

There was this blood donation drive in college, beyond the stress, there was this satisfaction in all of us who donated. Glad I had my friends there with me, Regina and Alithea calming me, and David, as gay as it was, I had his hand to hold. Oh and Regina tried calming me by putting on some music from phone. HAHA.

The video, from the start to the finish, at the blood drive. I was so freaked out! Needle phobia..

Turns out, I wasn't the only one scared...Jon Chew here had to be controlled.

There’s a flea infestation in college, and I’m happy to say I’ve not gotten a single bite. I stumbled upon this old playlist on my I tunes and I’ve once again fallen in love with Coldplay. Reminds me of those days in Form 4, where fat me was problem free, stress free and was just chilling. Not complaining where I am now.

Sweet sweet satisfaction ;)

Burning Desire

Ignited Fire’s burning me,
I feel the warmth in my soul

I know Your near
Cause I’m Burning with desire

The world is screaming Your
Name
They know all darkness will fall
They stand to testify
Your word is the POWER

You set the fire burning
You set the nations free
You keep us running faster
Burning with Desire

Set the Nations Free
Set the World on Fire
Keep them Burning up, for You

Let the darkness fade
Jesus Christ, You Reign

written by my brother, Nelson Ng.

2008-11-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

Stupid kipas...

2008-11-20T16:23:00.000+08:00

You know how sometimes some of us can be really dumb....well this goes beyond just plain dumb, yours truly did something really really klutzy that even Caryn, Queen of Klutziness would think it's klutzy. This what happened.....

Mom!! Have you seen my retainers, i've misplaced it and have been looking for it for the past hour. It's no where at home! It's already 2.45 and I'm suppose to be in the bus station in half an hour! Then my ma goes like "Look for it slowly, don't panic It's gotta be around here somewhere" to calm my nerves. I still go on a frenzy toppling things to find those invisible retainers...then clock strikes 3! Oh well, gotta abandon search and try looking for it when I come back next week. So I march over to the dry kitchen area. My shirt was left to hang on a chair. Picked the shirt...and put it on like any person would (Now you try picturing putting on your shirt) so my hands were up in the air.....when suddenly.....TANG!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! The ceiling fan has stopped spinning....cause my right hand got in the way!! The pain was another level. I didn't dare look at my hand....but a few seconds later I did...half expecting to not see a couple of fingers.....to my relief I count still count to 5 on that hand. Still blood was gushing and I couldnt move my Index. I was scared to death. What if the index is broken and never moves again? Mom came to my rescue....bro was shouting at me for being so clumsy. Can't blame him, I've been living in that house for 10 years.....I should know how far I can stretch by now. But all turned out well, besides the stinging..I can move my fingers and I'm thankful for that.

So that's the story of how klutzy I've been. Lesson learned....I'll never stretch in that part of the house ever. And I've now got a phobia of fans. Weird.

Cj's first.

This week....Cj watched his first Tamil movie in the cinema with no sub-titles. Nothing to be proud of though cause I had a translator next to me. Translating every sentence, which annoyed everyone else in the cinema. Also this week....I met a new friend, Rumen. He's been living in Scotts to but always a guy i just smiled to. But a couple of days ago, I actually spoke to him. Which gets me to thinking.......I've gotta get up and meet new people. I'm surrounded by amazing people. Why not get to know as many as possible? I crave Big Apple donuts now. Tonight is International Night in college, and I'll be playing for Shang, a friend from China. Yeah my first chinese song! Oooh...and Alithea showed me the Twilight trailer today. Can't wait to watch that.

Toodles.

Baptism going on here people.

Awesome picture....see at the end of the trail of smoke is a knife...emphasising, Smoking Kills!

Situation

2008-11-15T21:33:00.000+08:00

Ikea's meatballs, Lady Alithea's plate.

Back home. Blackie is so quiet. I'm bored. Unit 2 Chem....is so tiring. I dont like. I saw Narnia today. Still very much in love with that show. And the only other person I know who really likes the show is Joseph Ling. This week had dance auditions...Kumaran was impressive. Can't wait for the choreography to finish. Ooh and I ate fungus. Regina and I were having lunch and this is how it went....

CJ:What's this? *gripping the strip of the unknown black strip on the chopstick*
Regina: It's fungus! Try it, its really good. *gives her signature wide smile*
CJ:What!!! Ewww.... (But still shoves it in mouth) It doesn't taste good la.
Regina- Yeah actually it doesn't, but the texture is nice. :)

Which was kinda true. So there i ate my fungus. According to Pj it's pretty common la. But for me, exotic enough. I went to the curve this week and got me Padini's khakis which was on a big sale. Satisfied. 2 more weeks of college! Time is passing so fast.

I think this shop is creative and cool. Though a little lala-fied.

Below the success of every man, there is sometimes a strong women.

Momma watching over her child being naughty.

Can you tell me how we got into this situation? I can't seem to get silly you out of my mind.

Till next time then!! :)

Going back...

2008-11-10T08:04:00.000+08:00

The apartment before I cleaned it.

Now it's clean! Ok fine,...clean enough FOR ME.

Updating bloggie now cause Alithea asked me to 5 minutes ago... last weekend was back in Malacca and I've finally finally gone to the Dataran Pahlawan GSC cinema!!!! yeah!! 5 months after it's opening I went still....I went!! Yesh, it is as huge as everyone says it is... but it was pretty empty la.

The 2 of us went there for a movie, ended up watching Bangkok Dangerous. And..... we sat on a couple's seat!!! but we were so distracting and messy that the couple next to us had to move away. And who is the person I went with..... Tat!!! Haha, yes Tat was my company,.he picked me up from my home which is WAY out of the way. The guy still as skinny as ever....but now with a goatee that makes him look violent. But, he's still as harmless as ever. And he's still very much homophobic....so getting him to sit on the couple's sit with me was a miracle. So besides having a girlfriend this MP's son is very much the same south we all loved.

Can breathe a little now, exams just finished.... but the real deal is in January. Caroling this year,yea! So fun. Guess thats all i have to say in this very gay post. =)

Micheal in MCKL Cf

Tat and I in his ride..

Saw this in a lady's cosmetic shop in Pyramid...haha...Doesn't the name just makes you want to laugh?

Things Happen

2008-11-03T12:44:00.000+08:00

Everything’s so blurry
and everyone's so fake
everybody’s empty
and everything is so messed up
preoccupied without you

Kena- TAG!

2008-10-26T11:30:00.000+08:00

Kah Yun tagged me a million years ago....and I've fianally got it.(Thanks man)...

::instructions::
Never see the questions before you arrange the names - all mentioned below are TAGGED!

1. Caryn

2. Mel

3. Jinho

4. Pj

5. Regina

1.How did you meet 1?
Last year, She was TRYING to fix a guitar string....in a very entertaining manner

2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1?
9

3. How long have you known 4?
Since I was 10.

4. How do you know number 3?
Back when I was in Sabah, small guy, constantly surrounded by girls. Then he invited me to his church. Turned out to be a pastor's kid.

5. Where's 5?
In the toilet, plaing city blocks!! hehe

6. A fact about number 1?
Klutzy, Kool, K-attractive

7. Who is 4 going out with?
Possibly 4 women!! haha no la... faithful guy.

8. What does 1 do for a living?
Soon, she'll be teaching people to walk or injecting some BIG AMERICANS BUTTS

9. Would you live with number 3?
I don't lean that way

10. What do you like about number 2?
" Aiyoh, how? I dunno, Tsk" =)

11. Do you miss number 5?
I'm accurate in my aiming, i hardly miss. *lame-ness?*

12. Would you make out with number 4?
It's official, the person who created this tag loves man to man action

13. What's your opinion on number 2?
Hmmm, thankful and grATEful she's there

14. What's your favourite memory with number 5?
Camp! When she protected me from a giant-angry-man eating (lebih) wasp, which was atttracted to my flowery shorts.

15. What will you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
Be amazed at a lovely long-distance relationship

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
Yup, tons.

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?
Nope. But I've slapped 2. HAHA

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
Back in those days, yes. Not any longer.

19. Who have you known the longest?
Pj.
20. What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship?
Cannot, Caryn likes rich old men ONLY.

21. How often do you talk to 1?
When we both come 0n-9 inspite of the 11 hour difference in time zone, not that often

22. What about 2?
Reasonable amount.

24. Would you go on a date with number 5?
Why not? She pays though. muahaha

25. Do you dream about number 2?
*lol-ness*

26. What did no.4 did to you that you can never forget?
Some things are best not said in blogs....

27. What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets?
Erm... road crossing incident?? haha...gotta ask her

28. What's 3's hobby?
Nerding, drums??

A day of being real

2008-10-15T13:57:00.000+08:00

Hey hey! Yesterday I had to go get some past years from HELP COLLEGE and boy was it full of mis-haps! This is usually what happens when PJ and I plan to do something.....

Started we were walking to central to get a cab. Then I kinda realised that it was already 5.30, peak hour to get a cab. Shouldn't have left so late. CJ'S FAULT.Somehow we decided to take a LRT to Bangsar station first, PJ says that was the way to HELP. Then after waiting for a cab in bangsar lrt for like 20 minutes..... he remembered that he didnt pass bangsar LRT the last time and we were going in the wrong direction. PJ'S FAULT.

Somehow we finally managed to get a cab...the driver had a very runny nose and kept asking me whether I was Indian. If he could see my appetite I bet he wouldn't doubt I was Indian. :) Then the driver asked which HELP(there are 2 campuses) Pj pointed to the wrong one. Ended up having to make a u-turn. PJ'S Fault.Finally after making it to the RIGHT HELP, we got the books and decided to go back. Then it started raining heavily. NO ONE'S FAULT.

Pj finally caught a cab to go back....and the driver asked how much are we willing to pay.... see, I can't live without a bargain...so I told PJ to say 5 bucks first. The driver ended up cursing PJ in mandarin...something about asking him to go ****************** his mom. CJ'S fault. Then somehow miraculously a bus came along....stopped it. and PJ had no change!! The bus driver wouldn't move till he gave the change. So I had to give him a very beautifully folded 1 buck that Mei Ling gave me, something that I have been keeping in my wallet. PJ'S Fault.

SO, the bus was moving and when it stopped I asked PJ to get out. TURNS out we weren't close to the destination yet.... so ended up having to walk in the rain. CJ'S FAULT. Then when I got home I realised i forgot to get the Marking Schemes...CJ'S Fault

And now to count the scores.... Pj screws up thrice and Cj screws up 4 times!!! Turns out, was the bigger ass of the day.

But wait there's more....we were in KL Central Guardian store and I wanted to pick out something to buy right in front of the cashier....but i was carrying a bunch of textbooks. So I shoved it to PJ.... and this is what happened

Pj:Do I look like your concubine ar?
Cj-.... Why cant u just carry it?
Pj-It's heavy!
Cj- Argh (Grabs the books and places it on the cashier's counter, now the cashier was staring at us, trying to control her laughter)
Pj-See!
Cj-Dude!! Do we have to make a scene everywhere we go?
Pj-This is what happens!

Then as we were walking back I wrote my name on the vapour that formed on Public Bank's glass....and Pj had to add to it. So now it says.... "CJ is a cat". Then I wrote someone else's name on another glass piece he added to it so now it says " *Someone* is a whore."

Yeap so that's a typical Sneah, Jeremiah outing.

When we came back, Alex tutored us on Chemistry, and we tutored him on how to say Hi to a random person! haha.

But beyond all the happenings of yesterday....PJ and I learnt tpo appreciate Methodist College more as we were walking in Help. Life there, in the words of PJ....seem so animated and un-real. It's like, you live the way you live there cause thats how ur suppose to live there. I hope you get that statement.

Just this all for now guys.... got Chemistry class now!

tata!

Crash

2008-10-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

Update time! I'm back in Malacca right now. Wind blowing not-so-well today. Great things happened this week such as...

-Me getting locked out of my bedroom
Ended up having to sleein the hall, with the balcony door opened so I don't get a heatstroke. A couple of t-shirts as my pillow and a towel as my blanket. Woke up with a neck and back ache.

-Got a good talking session by Mr. Micheal
For my irresponsibility. Purely my fault.

Oh well. But this week was a week of fun and learning as well cause...

-I just came back from jamming with Nelly in Church. He's written something new and so have I. We shared the songs. I really miss creating music :( ... lacking it in KL.

-Alex,my 23 year old ex-housemate just came back from Sibu. Yup... Alex called me at 0030 hrs Friday " Eh Calvin, I'm outside the condo, can open for me". I was sleeping but got him in. His hair is longer then Zoo's hair now. Then he was in the college library with me he just got his A-lvl result so i asked him what he got. AABB, that was what he said. That's really good results btw. Then he passed me his result slip......then....."DUDE!!!", i screamed.... "The B's you go are just 3 and 9 marks from an A!!"
Alex eyes opened the size of balloons...snatched the results from me..."Oh man!!! Shit!" haha.... I miss Alex's blurness or Ignorance you may say. Guess there's gonna be more back breaking, break dancing and shuffling around the place now.

-AND THE MOST EXPERIENCING THING THAT HAPPENED THIS WEEK- I was given the opportunity to share in CF with Elizabeth. The title was "In Tune, Acceptance and Respond" It was about accepting and not judging the so-called-weirdos of this world. I was so so stressed at first...but with the committee and Vanessa there for me, they helped. And got some Power Point help form Alithea Darling and Rachel. I stand in awe of my God as He keeps blessing me with the people around me. :)

-I've finally gotten the hang on Minesweeper. Yea! But now i crave for a rubix cube.

I'm going to have to go to HELP this week to get some books. Hopefully I don't loose myself on the way there..

And oooh!! I really want to thank God for giving wisdom to those who created this tool of art...

No... Gillette didn't pay me to say this but seriously....this thing is a must have for everyone. Man of course.

So before I end, I want to share something that someone very "different" told me in a very "different" place at 4. a.m. in the morning. Just a 6 word phrase....

"Joy is the absence of sadness"

Toodles for now...

It's 3.30 a.m.

2008-10-06T03:20:00.000+08:00

Ah man i still can's sleep. Oooh i heard this new song it's called Angel by Natasha Bedingfield. Take a listen someday.

I found this video on Tabby's facebook. So I stole it. It's me trying to play Mad Gap. Ended up like I was trying to speak tamil. And see how Daniel laughs. :) Ah a man does weird things when he's bored. Miss d'NA so much la. Saw Micheal in college that day. Wanted to hang but datin was giving a speech in Studying Techniques during pre-u. Not complaining...

8

2008-10-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

It's 1 a.m. Monday morning and I'm still not in Kl. Guess I'm missing a couple of classes tomorrow. Don't really have anything to blog about. Heard of the book and movie called "7"?? Just remembered reading it. 7 refers to the 7 'deadly' sins set by the vatican. Well I think there should be 8, an extra one. I've set it in it's original form , Latin.

1) Luxuria (Lust)

2) Gula (Gluttony)

3)Acedia (Sloth)

4)Ira (Wrath)

5)Invidia (Envy)

6)Superbia (Pride)

7)Avatritia (Greed)

8)Combinare tibi with optimus femineus amica (I'm not translating this one)

Cf sleep over was good again. Bonds with the new ones were formed. And to think i always made an assumption Elizabeth was quiet. Regina's last sleep over. Oh well...good times spent. :)

I'm not going to repeat how much i love these guys. But, I love this guys.

It's really blur but my little b'day suprise. Cake smash!

I smile politely at you, you stare politely right on through

2008-09-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

I've got a chance to do it twice this week!! Update bloggie i mean. So, I've turned 17 this week.. and boy what a great week it has been. Seriously, God, when you read this I want to say a big thank you for placing me here in Methodist College. I'd rather be nowhere else.

On Monday late night, I was watching Hamlet with Pj on lappie. When clock struck 12...I got birthday messages from those precious ones. :) So moving. And thinking about it now glad that I got to spend yet another year being older with Pj though all we've been through last year.In college on Tuesday was pretty cool too. Regina sang me the birthday song, on the top of her lungs from the other side of the corridor. Completely embarrassed herself (and Regina if you read this, (I KNOW YOU WILL), it was well worth it). Then Cf had a meeting. Just before the meeting started Rachel announced it was my birthday. Then Alithea came marching in with a slice of cake with a cute little candle on it. Blew the candle, then Chip and David redecorated my face with the cake. Then at night pula went out dinner with Chelle, Zoo and Pj. Eat until can explode man.

The beautiful cake of Cf after being smashed on my beautiful face :)

Then Wednesday came, like any other day. After Maths had one hour free period. So I went to the library...then suddenly Ian and Jon came to me.

Ian:Eh, CJ, Shasha and Kesh are fighting downstairs!!

Me:What.....Where??

Ian:In the canteen,I just got a phone call. Let's go, fast!

Me: Dude, I think we should just leave them alone

Ian:No, lets go down, I'm going now

So, due to the overwhelming pressure I followed... when I reached the canteen....pretty much everyone from Gamma was there...suddenly Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to CJ, happy birthday to you. I was stunned to the bone, heart still beating fast in worry of watching Shasha beating Kesh up. But................. Can cry man. So touched. Effort was made. Screw ups like me don't expect efforts to be made. The cake was super yummy. Managed to feed everyone and more. And obviously, Jas had to redecorate my face AGAIN with the cake!

After the surprise, lala-giler posers!!

I'm chatting with my cousin Nick now. Miss that guy la. He too just turned a year older. My mom and Dad too. Jeremiah September Babies. Ooooh yea!! Cf sleepover tomorrow. I'm exited.

Clumsy me broke a couple of eggs and didn't know how to clean in....so i took pictures and asked Jas how to clean it instead!!

He continues to keep me close to Him. When i stumble, He catches me. When I wouldn't listen He'll come knocking. I'm still in awe. I love him cause He first loved the pain I was.


You stood before my failure
Carried the Cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
My soul now to stand

That's all I've got to say now. Love you guys la... Love LOVE LOVE LOVE. =)

Some of the gifts I got. A poem on the awesomeness of creation, a chain that screams unique, a bracelet that clings close to me.

2008-09-21T21:22:00.000+08:00

Anora's work of art. It's called "The Statue Of Liberty Reaching Out"

Today is a week since my last post. I went home yesterday, expecting her to come running at me, barking madly, craving for a belly rub....instead this is what i saw.

See, she just got spayed. ARGH! My dad sent her to the vet on Tuesday apparently. And i didn't know till yesterday. I mean seriously.... why spay a domesticated dog??? It's really very pissing off to see Blackie so sick and in pain. She can't even stand properly. And not to mention that really ugly stitch by her side where her ONCE FUNCTIONAL organs were. SAD SAD.

Ok, now that I'm done ranting to bloggie I feel much better. Ooooh and I found out that Blackie is actually around 4 years old from the Vet. Kinda old huh but another good 10 years to be spent with her.

So. the happenings this week. Daniel left for Scotland to study Medicine. He spent his last few days in Malaysia in here with his dad. And on Wednesday, when he had to leave it was just dreadful. I could see a tear in his eye as well. He left me a gift in my room. Mannn....Daniel knew me like a brother would. Staying in the same apartment with him for 6 months was good. He's a little insane (throwing water balloons filled with concentrated ammonia from the 15 floor) but boy was he hard working. He got a JPA and Shell scholarship. Rejected both. haha. I bet he's having fun in Aberdeen now...he told me he already has a friend there. A pretty girl from Manchester. Good for him. :) Cant wait to see him as a doctor. He'll probably discover a way to cure AIDS or smtg. Prusho left for the UK as well....but for Kent. Actuarial Science. I remember that many looked down on him saying he'd never make the grades. TO THOSE PEOPLE: His flight was 9 pm last night.

Another thing this week, Reena's party. It was pretty fun. The girls were actually pretty good at planning especially for such a short period notice. One of the girls sang her a song. It could move anyone to tears. ooh and there was this really big cake one of her friends surprised her with. It was a huge number 18 shaped cake. And it was yummy. Jo came back for the party, it was nice catching up with her. She hasn't changed a bit. =)

Cf new committee came in this week as well. Now we have Kah Yun, Jessica, Elizabeth, Steven and Zoo on the committee. Cant wait for sleep over this weekend. Regina and Wen Shan retired. IT'S SO SAD. And besides I have not gotten back at Regina. Miss Melalyn shared for the last CF. She reminds me of Annete from D'NA in a lot of ways. Makes us think on the way we look at things.

(Guess which one I live at?)

That's all for now.

So when hard times have found you
And your fears surround you
Wrap my love around you, You’re never alone.

Deciphering Me

2008-09-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

I have this thing about blogging twice on the same day. I guess every1 does. But I can't sleeeeeeeeeep.... so besides chatting to those faithful people constantly on-9 on Windows Live here I am again.

Today I met Kingsley, he used to be the band drummer. And he told me I seem so different now, as in a very quiet aura with me. People have been saying that to me lately. I'm not some emo-case.Seriously I AM NOT. Lol...Joanna even gave me a letter saying "I know you've been feeling down since Caryn and Jo left but things will be better soon". HAHAHA..... Seriously la...nothings up.

I was chatting with Ruban today.....I remember him telling me that once upon a time I was so full of life, fat kid, jumping around on school tables and chairs and dropping them in the process. OOH AND I'VE GOT A DIRTY SECRET ABOUT RUBAN. He's not a DIE HARD BN SUPPORTER. tsk tsk. And his dad is a member of parliament. and and and i gotta speak to Ashy today. Fool just broke up. Messed up waste.Dennis is in KL now but havent met up yet. Pj and I were talking about meeting him. I miss those guys la. A lot. A LOT. A LOT.

Screamo Boy

Ok...I've just filled my blog with unnecessary information. And I'm still not sleepy. I've got a crave to watch Harry Potter now. LOL. So TO THE CD RACK!..toodles.

Ish...what a player....

Grains of Sand...

2008-09-11T14:39:00.000+08:00

Sunset.

Yea!! I've figured out how to use a little more of blogger. Funk'ed it up a little. Caryn showed me how. *3 cheers for cow-girl*. So since I came back, I've noticed one thing around here--The beach is shrinking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously man, the smart developers are reclaiming the sea now. AND at a very fast pace. I remember at one time the community around the area planned for a protest. In the end, like 10 people turned up. Not much of a protest huh. It still made it to the newspapers though, the 16th page or something
Blackie is such a poser!
ACTUALLY, I DO NOT have the right to be complaining now...cause I myself am living on reclaimed land. Still, its not like my complaining is gonna stop the work. So, I was walking by the beach yesterday evening with Blackie and took some time to appreciate it while it's still there. Who knows what may happen to it the next time I come back.I took some pictures... Something I should have done a long time ago. Been living here for 10 years now, and its the first time I'm taking pictures. Talk about appreciation.
Politicians would do their campaigning anywhere! Even on a tree by the coastline.

Living here, by the beach has it's ups but BUT it's downs too. For instance, everyone who lives around here are senior. VERY SENIOR. Most of them are retired....so they don't go to work. Just stay at home all day, gardening, hanging at the beach, play with their dogs, have tea. Why is that a problem to me...WELL cause that means I've got not many people, MY AGE to hang out with. Cause everyone here who has kids, their kids are probably around 30 already. And...the city is not easy to get to if you cant drive. Unlike KL, where I could hop on the million type of rails to get to a million malls. Unless, of course I was rich enough to buy a boat and use the sea to get where I want. Haha...anyway enjoy the pictures...Yup, some people around here actually have boats. In the distance is an island. No one lives there now, wanna go there some day. An island to myself!! Sexy.
The horizon. And THE WORKS OF THE BAD ONES RECLAIMING THE SEA :(
This tree is all over the beach..I've no Idea what it's called but its seeds look like Little DURIANS. Pretty Awesome.
HAHA...the picture speaks for itself. But if the buaya is hungry...i doubt it "tidak akan bertindak ganas"
BABY BUAYA!!!!! yea rite...those are Mud Skippers.Impossible to catch .
Since boats have number plates, I wonder whether they get summoned if they park on a yellow line.
Horses running wild around. That mom horse kept staring at me. Dont worry...I'm not a horse-eater!
Cowboys! The one on the left is a pony btw. She found a fish. Dead one. Almost ate it. eww
Water, earth, sky,Fire.

Consuming Fire

2008-09-10T10:48:00.000+08:00

Alithea snoring thanks to the olympics.

So suppose to update bloggie a week ago….but this and that came up. It’s the holidays now (just a week long break) and I’m back in Malacca. It’s funny how when ever I’m in KL I’d crave home, the beach, TV and the Internet. And when I’m back here I’d crave the frens, food, freedom in KL. Seriously, humans were born with a hole in their hearts. Unnecessary greeds and cravings. Tsk tsk.

Me like today’s date, 09-09-08. I’m still very much a noob with blogspot. This is my 5th post!!! Bangga betul sial…. Longest I’ve gone so far. Oh, and according to Regina, almost everyone in college has a blog. I’m so kuno man. So the big events since last post, Rayna’s surprise party, Ian’s “surprise” party and of course ………… drum roll please CF CAMP ’08!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh……. Awesome man. Awesome awesome awesome awesome. Sorry can’t contain it. I’m yet to get the pictures from camp, think I can only get it when school starts. Oops I mean when COLLEGE starts. Anyway, make sure you come back to read that post. Awesome stories to tell.
God moves, He’s so real, He’s Faithful, He can move mountains.

I just watched Oprah this morning (big fan of Oprah..no matter what you may say about that), today’s episode was about a bunch of depressed woman, who feel empty inside. And through the show they were like crying, they were angry and unsatisfied and they were not sure why. And as I watched them, I just wished I could reach in the TV and talk to them. Cause, I’ve been there, and boy have I been there BAD.

I’m glad that I’ve changed, and this time not for a person, not even for myself. God plans all our lives, whether you believe in him or not. Often we screw up and rebel. And that’s exactly what I did. Looking back now, all I can do is be in awe in the way He’s worked in my life. The last 2 months of my life has been great, I feel more purposeful now.
J&J
The way the Lord has put me in Methodist College and meeting all this people is just great. The CF Committee definitely has a large roll to play. I remember, some time in February when David came to me and asked me whether I’d like to be in the committee, as the Chapel worship coordinator, I heartily agreed. Not knowing what I was in for. At first I hardly knew anyone in the committee except Caryn and Chee Yip. The other worship coordinator was Melanie, and I was like “Great, I’ve got to work with a 10A bimbo”. Gosh never knew how wrong I was. I seriously had prejudice issues. I was dreading the first committee sleep over. But was it great or what?? Bonds were formed, especially with the seniors, Regina, Alithea, David, Wen Shan, and the Super seniors- Wee Kiat and Benjamin. They were really cool. Way more to them than what meets the eye. I slept in the student lounge that night….MOSQUITOES BY THE MILLIONS!!! And the next morning I woke up with the terrible cramp and David did something to my leg and it was gone. That day I learned how to stop a cramp. Very useful. Guess who's hand is Regina holding? ;)

That time, life didn’t change for me though I was in the committee. Of course I did my work, attended meetings regularly, made sure chapel every morning ran smoothly, even led worship a couple of times. BUT, the big question was…. Did I live life God’s way?? As much as I tried to hide it, sadly I wasn’t. And some people knew. I can still recollect when I would do something nasty and Chip would say “Calvin, ur in the CF committee, set an example” with a smile. But that was enough said, chip was being honest. I was spoiling the name of the CF. I knew that for a fact, but continued my screwed up life. I can’t state here THE THINGS I DID. Cause I just cant, and am so very regretful of it. I wasn’t only spoiling my life in doing this wrongs, but spoiling the value of life of others. But I just couldn’t stop, and soon I just felt very depressed. Life seemed "un-purposeful".I felt so empty.I filled that hole in my heart with every junk I could think of, to some people I was living “The Life” but honestly was I even living Life? Little Chip fast asleep in a very weird position-Candid

We had yet another CF Committee sleepover this semester. And that’s where THINGS HAPPENED. Before the meeting started, all of us were just talking… sharing about that day. Then this person in the committee started sharing, I can’t name this person so I’ll call this person Milo. Pure randomness in the names, bare with me. Milo was saying how he was trying to live God’s way but doesn’t feel like he is.Then this other person whom I will call Twelve started sharing about his family. On how hard it is to even go to church because his parents are very Anti-Christians. Then a third person, broke into tears and said how he feels he isn’t good enough. Milo too didn’t feel good enough. And honestly speaking, I felt, all three Milo, Twelve and the third person had a heart for God. And there they were feeling that they weren’t doing enough. And Twelve had an unshakeable faith through all the hardships he’s going through. And there I was listening to all three of them. I felt angry cause, I wasn’t suppose to be at that meeting, cause I’m not like this people. My heart does not seek after God’s heart. I felt like crap too cause there I was, with supportive God-loving parents and I didn’t appreciate it. And that was the day when I decided to just stop doing all the nasty nasty things. Then maybe I’d have a worth in the committee.

A week from that day, I gave my heart to God. He has been stirring it up in my heart all the while. It was the end of July. I had so much joy in me. And I remember, on that Sunday, I went to the Holy Trinity church in Jalan Gasing, and just so happened the sermon was about trusting God, though you don’t know what his plans are for you. Jeremiah 33:3: Call unto me and I will show you great and mighty things which you know not of. That’s our family verse, and it shows God’s father figure. If we just take that step of faith, and surrender our burdens and talents to Him, He’ll take over from there. Here’s a very popular verse that steals my heart. Jeremiah 29:11:” For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.” I’m not saying life would be so much easier when you live it God’s way. Of course the evil one would not want you to keep living life God’s way and will try to bring you down in every way. But BuT BUT GOD IS FAITHFUL!!! He’s there to pick you up when you fall. All you gotta do is seek Him. Ok I’m being super long winded…. What I’m trying to say here is, God gave salvation to this screw up-ME. He’s knocking on your door too, learn to surrender,seriously what are you going to loose?. I have found grace. And God has been helping me since, blessing me with this precious people in the committee I really want to thank…

David Dell- First things first, In spite of all the teases I give you, I respect your authority as the President, sorry for being a pain. I’ve always looked up to your sincerity in doing His will. Love your patience man (that’s why I enjoy testing it)

Regina-It was nice to bond with you in camp. Never knew you liked playing City Blocks on your phone in the toilet. ;) Thanks for being a mentor and thanks for teaching me prayer.

Alithea- I didn’t know you were a serious case OCD. Haha…still your creativeness is beyond compare. Art for God =)

Wen Shan- Your words in meetings really make us think and question. Gives us a different point of view on things.

Chip- The small guy with a Big heart for God. Thank you for all that helping out with worship. Ur awesome to talk to and work with.

Caryn Cow- ah. My first friend in college. Thank you for keeping an eye out for me in class and meetings. Though you have left us to be with the Americans =( we miss you here. Thanks for the company, Really.

Rachel- Honestly, I’ve always feared you. But you being stern in meeting really helped a lot…Glad to have you as our new vice!

Mel bell- My “not-so-bimbo” worship coordinator. A heart full of appreciations for the words and listening ear. And it was nice to see you walking like a drunkard during sleep over. We had our laughs. =) You’ve been such a thoughtful friend who never fails to charm me.

Wen Jo- Yes our little one…always so questioning. Your strong faith, it’s been consoling.

Li Sia- Sad that you too had to leave. But behind you quiet personality; it was nice to see a person with desire to know God more.

So I’ll stop this really long post here. Congrats to you if you made it till here!! *Standing Ovation*

And to My Heavenly Father- A thousand times I’ve failed, still your mercy remains. Should I stumble again, I am caught in your grace. Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades. Thank you Abba.

Those first few precious "seconds" this term

2008-08-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since i updated this thing. And I'm finally back home today but am leaving for KL again in a couple of hours, its Graduation Night tonight. I'm not graduating though.

Like I said before, the new semester has been kinda different. Caused also by the absence of Caryn and Jo. They always seemed to be the controlling ones, in a good way of course =). Apparently weekends are better, but i dont know. Oooh I saw 21 and Forgetting Sarah Marshalls this week. Both very good. I'm so glad i live splat in the middle of 4 cineplexes. All less then 15 mins to get to. Yea!! HAHA. Which reminds me, results just came out. WOW. I saw all the KL people getting stressed up because the got 85 instead of 95...seriously people...what the??? GRAB A CHILL PILL.

I guess my brother is going to Medical College soon. It's really up to him now actually. I think he wants to go to Internatinal Medical University over Manipal. Hmm but i really really hope he goes to Manipal, so that its easier for he's postgraduation.OK he'll get so pissed if he knows i'm blogging about him....so I'll stop here.

(YOUTH SUNDAY '08 Musicians)I've got lots of break time during college hours now that I've finally drop physics, something i should have done from the start! Ooh I've got PJ with me now. (Gosh that sounds so gay) I remember last thursday, the two of us were walking past Petaling Street and I was thinking, how much the two of us had gone through in Form 5. Awkward momments between the two of us that should have ended up in a fist fight if it was any other person. It's like the band is back.We played for BBQ night, with our very attractive lead singer Jee1. She's an awesome singer. BBQ night wasn't THAT GREAT but it was fun. Almost perfect planning by the commitee. Kudos!! (Mel taught me that word, apparently it means good.)Denise and I were the DJ's. Cool huh, DJ D and DJ Cj. ok lame. Anyway she was awesome to work with,the software recomendation came from my cousin Disk. Basketball court became the dance floor! It was too sophisticated for SOME people though. tsk tsk.
(The little Rayna and I)

Another highlight for this sem so far was going to Pranav's house for his party. It's not everyday you go to a house with a 2 STOREY WATERFALL. Lol...seriously,imagine that. pretty. Oh and one of Pranav's friends got drunk and in his drunkeness became racist. It really was entertaining watching him, till he started wrestling and broke a friend's leg in the process. Priceless momments.

CF CAMP IS ON NEXT WEEKEND!! I'm getting so exited over it. The first ever CF camp in Methodist College. And God has been so faithful. When we first launched the forms hardly anyone signed up that we thought we couldnt even reach the minimum of 44 pax. I remember Rachel and I were so relieved when we got 3o people. And through prayer, the numbers just got so overwhelming. It's touching 70 PEOPLE NOW. YES GUYS, SEVENTY PEOPLE. This reminds me of a playful prayer i once said in Church, all i said was 'God, be real in my life". And i think HE took it seriously. I can now say I've seen God touch lives, especially in the CF committee itself. :) I've still got lots of work though, cause I'm helping Rachel out in the finance.

Dance club has been doing ok. We learned Salsa for the past 2 lessons, and we're moving on to ballroom next week. The Dance club's performance on BBQ Nite was awesome!! A lot of people were stunned. Including our bio teacher, Mrs Sharma. Luckily there's no price to awesomeness or the Dance Club would be looking at a lot. :) Oooh i just received my D'NA form. God willing, I'd go for it this year and graduate. Guess if i was meant to go, I will. Ok.. so DR. House will be on TV soon. I wanna go watch!! Till next time.

Love you people.

The 2 DJ's of BBQ Nite. Pretty huh?

C.F. comittee, we went out for Mamak.

My fellow classmates in Gamma, gosh they look so smart. THEY ARE!

Our favourite bear, Shasha..and his daily dinner. He's a giant. DONT MESS WITH HIM.

Daniel studying as usual, and Alex tired after break dancing.

This is MJ, running away from Pet World of Midvalley. She's afraid of everything in there.

Mr. G taking a short nap.

Nelson and Uncle D snoozing on the way to Community Service at Church Camp.

Jonathan's B'day,sick.

Pranav's B'day party. The NASTY wrestling

Last term,few more moments

2008-07-19T13:18:00.000+08:00

This is Kesh, and he's teaching some Bhangra in dance club. Yeap, and see what Ian does in the video.

What happens when a Guy as tall as the Twin Towers and weighs enough to crush your skull in a single blow(you dont wanna mess with him) slam dunks and TRYS TO HANG on the basketball hoop. Smells like Disaster to me!Jas whining at Jo's suprise B'day cause some1 put cake on her. And watch as things get messy.
DA COOLEST VIDEO AROUND! THE FLASH IN SCOTTS VILLA! MUST WATCH! Featuring:Alexander Ling aka The Flash. Super lame...This video was made before i joined college. Prusho(in red) plays Miss Lim, our Maths lecturer and Alex plays Gana(he always gets screwed by Miss Lim). Please ignore the offensive language. Funny too.

CJ in College, First semester.

2008-07-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

View from my rooftop on the right. And i love the one on the left. Though it may just look like a blank. Look closely :)

Yep, I finally decided to get back to blogging. I've been looking through my diary and noticed I've been inconsistent for the past month or so. Besides I can upload the tons of images and videos I take!

It's been a week of the second sem. Things seem so different. So very different. I'm satisfied and yet frustrated? I don't know. But I'll talk about it on my next post, this one is dedicated to the last semester. 6 months of learning, falling and growing.

Life in college is so different(duh). I remembered when i first came, I didn't miss home AND I WAS SCARED I DIDN'T. And to think about it the the last few months of 07 moulded me to be this way in college. Ash, Den and Tat was always there for me then. And the occasional Sneah. Not like they aren't now. I came to college not knowing anyone but Caryn(met her about 2weeks before at d'NA camp). And she's been a blessing.

Methodist College isn't big. It's very tiny actually(its not made out of shop lots though!) About 250+ students through the whole college. And I love it. A smaller student population directly causes us all to be so close knitted. Even if we're of different cohorts and classes. Everyone knows everyone. That could be nice sometimes.

We had camp in January. That's when i really got to know Pranav, Jeevan, Shona...etc etc. And yeah... of course Sha. Had an amazing experience there. Could still remember cycling deep into the island with her, rachel and samuel. Good times..

Next Big event, OB night(our prom-like night).....AND I'D RATHER NOT TALK ABOUT IT.hmmm.. But I guess the idea of dance club came to me that night. Told IAN about it since he's awesome dancer. So dance club started soon after, we're the biggest club in college(hahaha,yes we show off about that) Our gatherings has been fun. We've done tons of CLUBBING and Bhangra too!! lol....not the average dance club you must have pictured huh. Well I'll post some videos here soon! watch out for that...

Our class, Gamma, is so awesome. And its fun too...though most of the class is on scholarship thanks to their OUT OF THIS WORLD BRAINS. ha ha...gets the rest of us stressed at times. But there's still the tons of them sleeping in class. Click this( www.friendster.com/calj ) to go to my friendster profile and check those pictures out. Most of the images are of shasha of course. Bears love to hibernate!! Here are just a few pics..

Chloe. I'm not going to complain here about how i spent 6 months here not even having a small CONVERSATION with Chloe. And i'm not going to remind myself that she was French,Tall. and had a great figure. Argh! xD...

Staying is Scotts Villa(my apartment) has been an experience. Though my first room was kinda small my brother told me I always found space to do stuffs(clears throats) :). Was really fun staying with Daniel, Chris, Alex and Adrian.(though i hardly could speak to Adrian thanks to his .........)HAHAHA. Sorry it's an inside joke. And good thing Jo and the other girls were just next door. Couldn't really get bored.Will upload some videos i took of em later!

So i guess I'll stop my first blog here. Congratulations to those who made it till this point!! (Cheers)

From Jo.